EXPLORING Lovable Interest

This is a story of my experiences in Love, there are many good and bad times, setbacks and troubles, but half of them is getting though the commotions of life itself, the other half is trying to find that soulmate that can bear to live it together with you. I guess I should say I'm much an introvert, and I ponder a lot, quite philosophical and think some lots at times. It comes naturally, and while it bugs some people, I'm just being myself. Anyways, what happens is I came to lost most of my friends as I grow up or apart from them. I hardly have enough contacts and connections. Life was tough then as I learn about my wants and desires and the world I'm living in. I tried to make friends on some social media platforms as well as to understand why I travelled the paths I did in the past by reflecting on my self and actions and found it hard. Foruming and discord chatting was the closest it got to getting casually entertained, and occupied. It is not naturally easy to do, and sometimes a lot of random thoughts pop in. I learned that people are sometimes not easy to get along, especially when things are heated up. Other times I just swipe to see some faces on Instagram, any faces, and to find some inspiration in good souls and nice pictures. More often I guess it takes a long time to get to know someone. Nevertheless it has to start somewhere, and it start with a little faith. Thank You for reading. Cheers.